don't i feel loser-ish?

how much of a loser am I? i had a little email me and i'll give you something but no takers.....bummer i guess not many people stop to read.... sorry i'm such a bore note to self:be more entertaining.....but how?
so if you are part of the RAOK ring please LMK (by posting please) if you like chocolate or candles that smell flowery or some Mary Kay sample smells. (their spa collection it think) i've got some to give away..... and i have no clue who to give them to they've been sitting here and i'd like to give them to people who'd like them!
ATTN RAOKers: so i'll do a contest I need to find a pattern for a ribbed hat all the way up. not the shaker rib hat that's found free on line b/c i made it and i keep frogging it and i'm totally sick of it... arugh!. so it's for my DH if your interested LMK please....

okay enough of the woe is me crap... on to life
i got not from my DH that he may be home earlier than we thought I'm so excited! i cannot wait to see him again. all this waiting is totally suckin! esp with all my friends DH's home it really sucks....not that i'm not happy for them don't get me wrong b/c i am! it's just that it is soooooooo hard to see couples again and still be coupleless....waaaa i'm a baby....i'm not telling Maddy b/c i don't want to break her heart when plans change as they always do in the military... so she still thinks it's 14 more days till daddy gets home... she's been counting down...i don't have a real date she was just asking me a while ago and i told her 21 more days to get her to stop the insistent asking ARUGH! it's so hard to see your girl see all her friend's daddys and not know why her daddy still isn't home... not to mention that we've not really played with her friends like we used to. b/c of all the DH's being home we hardly see our friends anymore... it's like we've been waiting so long for our DH's to come home and now that we have them (almost) we have to adj to not having friends. well not like normal where we'd be hanging out eating dinner together so we don't have to sit at home alone. anyways enough of that glimpse into a military wives life...on to other things.

i've casted off the 'not so' surprise and now i'm knitting up a second bottom for added stability to the bag....i'll post pix next time! it's going to look good if it turns out how i think.....hopefully that will work! LOL well gotta jet sorry for the ranting and whining.... but it's my blog and i'll cry if i wanna LOL